Dr. William L. Dols
Myers Park Baptist Church
Charlotte, North Carolina
April 29, 2001
This is a sermon about new things springing
forth and fishing on the other side of the boat. It is a sermon about a
way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert. About fishing all night
and taking nothing and then an amazing catch waiting just on the other side of
the boat.
Isaiah is speaking the word of the Lord to the
Jews who are in exile in Babylon far from their home in Jerusalem. Having
captured Jerusalem, the Babylonians pillaged the temple and carried off the
brightest and best of the Jews to far off Babylon. How, the psalmist
wails, can we sing the Lord's song in a strange land? They did so for several
generations. The Jews were exiled in that strange land from 597 until about 535
BC. Our text this morning is Isaiah speaking to the people when they are
on the cusp of leaving and heading home.
Isaiah speaks of the Lord who makes a way in
the sea, a path in the mighty waters, who brings out chariot and horse, army and
warrior; they lie down, they cannot rise, they are extinguished, quenched like a
wick. He refers, of course, to a way through the Red Sea waters recalling
the Lord liberating and setting them free from slavery in Egypt. You will
remember that Pharaoh's armies follow them through the parted waters only to be
swallowed up by the sea, extinguished, quenched like a wick. And then, oddly,
Isaiah seems to contradict what he has just said. He is now telling the
people in Babylon to not remember the former things, or consider the things of
old. I am about to do a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? Having just
reminded them of what the Lord did for them long ago, the prophet tells them to
no longer remember former things or consider such things of old.
Should we remember or not? Recall or forget?
Recollect or erase the past? A number of us here this
morning struggled together with this text and its seeming contradiction only a
few weeks ago. Our reading was mostly that Isaiah is saying to not forget
the kind of Lord you are dealing with — a Lord who is always opening prisons,
breaking shackles, leading you out and sending you home. But, at the same time,
do not get stuck there, defining God by this one event of old, thinking you have
God figured out, that you now know how God always operates, that you understand
how holiness happens, that you comprehend and have deciphered the mystery.
Do not assume that God is going to be doing God's thing today in the same
way God did it yesterday.
And history agrees with Isaiah. The
deliverer and liberator of the Jews from Babylon was Cyrus the Persian who
defeated the Babylonians in 539 BC and sent the Jews home to Jerusalem. If
they had sat by the waters of Babylon waiting for a Moses to come along to
challenge the king and part the sea they would never recognize Cyrus, Persian
enemy of both Jews and Babylonians, who is the only non-Jew in the Bible to be called "messiah of God" or
"anointed one" or translated into Greek, a "Christ."
Read your life only through the lens of Exodus, Isaiah warns them, look
only for another Moses and you will be sitting in that strange land far from
home for a very long time -- like forever! Isaiah says that the Lord,
instead, is already doing new things. New things are springing forth even
as he speaks. And if you don't perceive it, its because you are prisoners
of more than Babylonians. You are a captive of your old God and all those
assumptions from your past and expectations about God that are already ancient
history.
In our Friday noon group at St. Peter's downtown, after we had talked this way
for a while, Sarah said Isaiah's song would be "Don't Fence Me In"!
The prophet is telling the people to not fence God in with sacred texts
and holy history or temple veil. It was 1944, World War II, Bing Crosby
and the Andrew Sisters were singing
Oh, give me land,
Lots of land under starry skies above,
Don't fence me in.
Let me ride thru
The wide open country that I love,
Don't fence me in.
Don't fence me in, the Lord is telling them, by your great cathedrals and grand
liturgies. Don't fence me in. Don't limit me by what I did in Egypt
or Babylon or Jesus or Paul. Don't fence me in with what you learned from
your grandmother or in Sunday School class or from Carlyle Marney or, even God
forbid, Gene Owens, or maybe even Bill Dols. Isaiah waves a red flag over
the noise of our solemn assemblies, tired old prayers, doctrine and dogma,
mutters of worn out theology. The prophet warns that to the degree we keep
God in our Holy of Holies or church box or spiritual abstractions, captive in
creeds and catechism, we are likely to miss the point. God is rather alive and
busy springing forth and doing new things that like Cyrus the Persian will
surprise and astonish and disturb and anger and even enrage us. However
you conceive of God, the prophet reminds us, you cannot predict and thus control
the Holy One.
John reminds us to stop fishing over the same side of the boat where there are
obviously no fish! After all night of nothing, try the other side!
"Now I lay me down to sleep" was ideal for kneeling beside the
bed at 4 years old or maybe even into college when we got scared and it still
comforts in the emergency room and before they rub your back for a spinal —
but — God is more — and growing up means letting God out of what may be an
Episcopal Egypt or Baptist Babylon!
Throw your net over the other side of the boat! There are plenty of fish
waiting once you give up fishing where you have proven beyond much doubt there
are no fish. Stop looking over your shoulder, let go of what you are
certain God must be or do, and see the way through the wilderness and rivers in
your desert that are not about then but now.
Now none of this is surprising. No grand revelation from the Bible and
pulpit. Everyone in this room, no matter how young or old, knows what it
is like to get stuck in old assumptions and tired expectations of God, church,
jobs, friends, those people in our lives who matter the most to us, ourselves
and even life itself. We know the agony of exile in old expectations and
captivity of deadly assumptions that we make about who others are and who we
might become. We get stuck and de-pressed (pushed down into a hole) and
sentenced to long nights fishing and catching nothing when we script the future
to be just like the past. We do it to parents who we never let grow
up and sons and daughters who must bear our shoulds and oughts and unfulfilled
dreams. We do it to lovers who turn out to be human and fragile and get
old but never get another chance. We hold ourselves hostage to such
assumptions in our hopes and ideals and longings that don't come true as the
years race past. In our anger or futility or frustration, we fence each
other in just as we fence in God with how God is or must be. And we fence
ourselves in by believing like Popeye, "I am who I am," and will never
change. God is about such fences coming down.
TS Eliot writes:
I said to my soul, be still, and let the dark come upon you
Which shall be the darkness of God.
I said to my soul, be still and wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing:
wait without love
For love would be love of the wrong thing;
there is yet faith
But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing
The darkness, I think, is our unknown tomorrows, the shadowy unknown we dread
and deplore and would defeat by making tomorrow only another today -- same God,
same world, same spouse, same boss, same school, same me. And we avoid the
darkness which is where the unknown light waits hidden. The hope is at the
darkest hour of the longest night of an unscripted tomorrow, when we pull
in the line and drop it on the other side of the boat, when we look around for
someone like Cyrus. It is when the fences of a certain and predictable
tomorrow come down and everything I thought and figured out and understood
crumbles and collapses and hopes calculated on yesterday die, that fish
happen and paths in the wilderness open and rivers run through the dry gulches
of our lives and relationships that have been parched for years..
The promise is paths and rivers. The threat is that they are in our
wilderness and desert. What springs forth is happening in the last place I
want to be. The new is springing forth in those place in my life and me
where I have abandoned hope and given up possibilities and despaired of anything
different ever happening. God, Isaiah tells us, is 3 am in the kitchen
when we suddenly know that the wild animals will not destroy us and the
ostriches and jackals will honor us. It is awakening to life outside the
fences where we discover what Soren Kierkegaard called "the terrifying
possibility of being able."
The value of fences and boundaries is a sermon for another day. Isaiah,
this morning, speaks to the most of us who are hunkered down and hiding behind
fences, safely protecting ourselves from the new that is forever springing forth
in us unbidden and undeserved.
Leaving you I hear Isaiah and Jesus and Bing Crosby and the Andrew Sisters
singing:
I want to ride to the ridge
Where the West commences,
Gaze at the moon
Till I lose my senses;
Can't look at hobbles
And I can't stand fences,
Don't fence me in.
Which is what I have experienced us doing for one another these 5 ½ years. We
have given room to each other to breathe and stretch and lose senses and break
hobbles and leap more fences than I ever imagined — embracing the
terrifying possibility of being able — fishing on the other side of the boat
and hauling in 153 large fish, surrounded by wondering stillness and the
haunting darkness where together we have danced.
I thank you for being a path through my
wilderness and a river in my deserts. And I thank God and past
generations, sitting in these same pews and standing in this pulpit, who birthed
and nurtured a Myers Park Baptist Church that is brave enough to dance even in
the darkness.
Texts: Isaiah 43:16-21 and John 21:1-13
T.S. Eliot, "East Coker" in Four Quartets.
Cole Porter, "Don't Fence Me In," 1944.
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